DEAR CHILD - by F Tired

DEAR  CHILD  by  F Tired Dear child I'm sorry Sorry for downing smokes While you depended on me for life Sorry for drinking the little I did While you needed me Sorry for anything I did to lose you Before i knew you existed I'm sorry for all the things I did wrong That may have made me lose you I don't know what you were going to be Son Daughter But I knew No I know one thing Even though your gone Your still my baby I'm sorry you never got a proper name Only shartbait But I love you just the same. I remember when I first saw you Unfortunately you never saw me You looked off too me But I still loved you the same Im sorry you didn't get a proper send off. I didn't know what to do with you You didn't even have legs I wish I'd done more then flush you. I regret it everyday. But just know I still love you And I still cry some days for you. I hope wherever you are You can forgive me. Because I'll always love you. It was only  two short months But I'll always love you Regretfully Your mother