UPSET
by DayDreamer11
You asked me If I was upset last nightI said no.I lied.
the truth is I was upset.I had a few too many shots of the alcohol Hidden in my closet.and after all the fun was over and I was left alone with my thoughtsI cried on the shower floor for an hour
I think back to last night and wonderif I wasn't alonewould I have cried as much as I did ?if I had a little bit more to drinkwould I still be here right now ?
when you asked me if I was upsetI thought back on everything that ran through my mind the night beforeI got that feeling in my throatlike I was about to burst in tears right there on the spot
everything hurts and I'm sorry I can't change any of it. I'm sorry my behavior worries you.
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